Into Pieces

Something got me standing on the edge.

I'm almost falling.

The worst part is, I want to fall.

I'm not happy.

I want to be happy.

But nothing seems to be making me happy.

I fall so hard, I fade so fast.

I got up, and I ended up falling again, even harder.

My knees hurt.

But my heart hurts even more than anyone could ever imagine.

Heading towards emptiness.

Heading towards weakness.

Asking why.

Asking why again.

Asking why until I'm lost for words.

I'm trying to be tough.

But I'm just not strong enough.

Will I ever get out of this?