Why you so serious?

Sorry once again for my previous post.

I don't know what has gotten into me, writing this kinda stuff. I'm not like this, you see.

It's like I have a split personality or something.

Like there's another side of me, some weird side of me. D:

Hahahaha. :P

For the past 6 months, I've gone through a lot.

Facing failures more than success.

Big failures that I thought my life would never be the same again.

Thought that it's going to be the end of the world.

Failing in things that are really important to me.

But I believe greater things are coming my way now.

They are not here yet, but they are coming soon.

Soon, I know it. :)

Thanking God so much for going through this with me.

I believe all these happens for a reason.

All these had made me stronger. :)

If not, I'll still be caught up in my timid world. Haha!

Ah, finally. Writing something serious. :P

Oh well, that's all. For now.

An old picture of me and the girls.

I'm the shortest.

HAHA!

And I'm happy with it. :P

♥

Pooot!

Sorry for the previous post. It's really lame, I know.

I thought it would be funny but it's not.

Hahahaha!

Oh well, it's Friday.

Times flies so fast and I realize I haven't berak for 3 days!

Ohmygawd. :O

Last week was even worst. I never berak for 5 days! D:

I always wonder why this constipation problem have to happen to me once in every 6 months. D:

Okay, enough of talking shit.

Guess it's time to head out and do some serious business.

Not just the toilet business, but other business such as preparing for some stuff.

Some serious stuff.

Hehe!

Adios!

Hot body

I want my body to be as hot as hers!

Look at em' abs!

It's time to go on a serious diet and start working out!

Alright Vivian.

You gotta work hard and achieve this super hot body.

You're gonna do it!

You can do it!

And you MUST do it!!!!!

Oh! Where did I put my packet of char kuey teow I bought for supper?

Sighh

I really need a shoulder to cry on. :(

*Bedding on own shoulder*

UM Gig moments.

Let's Get It On #2

Urgh! Look at my fringe! D:

So annoying! Can't they all stay together in one place?! *Mumble jumbling*

Forgive and Forget

Look at the crowd! :D

So amazings!

I saw Bob Vizard's head! :P The tallest guy I've met!

And he's an amazing photographer!

Check out his blog : http://ezwanmunir.wordpress.com/

Darren from An Honest Mistake session for us that day because Joey couldn't make it. :)

Thanx a million Darren dai gor!

Btw, awesome face expression. Haha! xD

Mmm. Lovin' this picture!

Credits to Kay Kee for the awesome pictures for this two shows! :) ♥

The Awakening: Ballad For Layla's EP launch

Credits to Carmen for the lovely pictures! :) ♥

This was one of the most fun gigs that I've been too! :D

Seeing all the bands having so much fun in the moshpit during Ballad For Layla's set.

I can't stop laughing and yet feeling so happy at the same time!

They are such awesome people I must say! ♥

Check out one of Ballad For Layla's track from their EP called Trudy Trueblood

I'm telling you. You're gonna love it!

:D

Check out their Facebook page, Ballad For Layla.

(Click on the name)

Go and 'like' them!

♥

The girls

With the girls at Babyla's 21st birthday dinner.

Babyla is the second girl from the right. :)

More updates to come.

:P

♥

Malacca trip!

Headed down to Malacca with the family on Tuesday. :)

The last time I went to Malacca was during my primary school years, when I was just 8.

Yes, loooooong time ago.

I don't remember which part of Malacca I'd been too. Haha!

Mom was like,"WHAT?! You seriously really don't remember? Mou gau chor arrr!"

Heh! :B

And I got to ate my favourite Chicken Rice Ball!

Damn yummy to the max.

I ate so many balls, erhem, Chicken Rice Balls and I still wanna eat em' now!

Gosh, can't believe I'm craving for em' at this very moment.

D:

Sorry. I MUST camwhore.

Sorry again. My mom and I MUST camwhore together too. :B

Momma and daddy! ♥

Went to have some Durian Cendol at Lio Qian Ice Cafe.

And some durian dumplings!

Yumm yumm!

Bro.

Then our tummy started to growl.

We all know that it is time to have our Chicken Rice Ball!

Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

Lining up!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

After such satisfying lunch, we went for a walk!

So colorful! :D

LOL! What The Foot!

I love this picture. The girl is really beautiful. :)

:D

Posers! Haha.

Brother and I.

Look what I'd found! :D

Becaman's trishaw!

Hahahaha!

The end! :P

♥

Nerds. And I'm sorry.

I love Nerds.

They are so yummy!

:)

Not em' boys!

But CANDIES!

♥

:D

I think there's a really huge misunderstanding between me and some people.

No, I'm not stuck up.

I'm just shy.

So shy that I could eat myself up and disappear.

Thousand apologies.

Please forgive me.

:/

Daarchlea

Don't have anything to do?

Listen to this!

Dher Phalse Mesaya by Daarchlea

And you're gonna love it! Trust me.

:D

One of the best metal bands in Malaysia. ♥

They are magnificently goood!

Check more of em' out at:

Facebook - Daarchlea

www.myspace.com/daarchlea

:)

Lil Vivi ♥

Me when I was a toddler. :B

Cute anot?

Haha!

My brother and I during my 2nd birthday.

Look at him. Trying to act cheeky and all.

Pfffffffttttt.

But too bad la. How cheeky he act also not cute enough.

I'm much more cuter!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

♥

Friends.

I have no idea what to update about actually.

Anyhoo, here are some pictures I took recently.

KayKee and I

我的好姐妹！♥

Ax from MC16 and I

:D

One of the cutest and funniest person I've met! ♥

Bernice and I

:B ♥

Lisa and I

She's so tall! :D And looking sweet as ever! ♥

And lastly, my beloved mom! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I just realize I look almost the same in every picture.

Macam I copy and paste my face on each of the photos like that.

Harhar.

Except for the last picture that I took with my mom.

My smile looks silly though.

Hahaha!

♥

But...

But still, I'm grateful to have such awesome friends who have been supporting me ever since.

Even people that I don't really know or people that I don't even know at all have been really supportive.

You guys are just so awesome!

I just have to say that I'm so blessed to have each of you.

God is so good, isn't He? :)

Guess I have to be stronger and don't let the lies of the enemy distract me away from what I have been called to do.

"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." - Philippians 4:13

♥

Oh well.

I find it stressful and nerve wrecking somehow every time when there's a show/gig coming up that I'll be playing.

The feeling of I-Am-Not-Good-Enough always hit me.

A voice that always tell me I'm not good enough.

And because of this, I ended up playing like shit and then there I go, humiliating myself on stage.

So then, I've been stressing myself so much that once after every show I play, I become depress.

There I go, sitting at the corner or whatever, all by myself.

Or trying real hard to avoid talking to people.

I'll only talk to my best friend, certain friends and my band mates only.

Everytime when people come to me and say how good and awesome I played, I tend to tell myself that you guys are just being really nice to me.

Urgh! I just want to breakdown and cry.

:'(

Love em' what?!

Everyday is a bright bright sunny day. :)

It's awesome but it becomes worst when you started sweating and all and you don't even care about how bright the sunny day is already because it's just so HOT.

Well well well.

Since I'm so free lately, well not to say really free, but I have become so lazy like never before.

I sleep almost everyday for the entire day.

I know I should go out and lepak and all, but I'm broke la.

:(

Been searching for a job but until now, no news.

Real sad case for me.

Anyhoo, fell in love with these heels!

Ohmygawd ♥

They are such a beaut!

I love this one! :D

But I'm a huge sucker for heels.

Sucker as in I can't work properly with heels.

I walk like a duck only.

And I fell twice before, if I'm not mistaken.

Damn embarrassing. D:

But I'm learning. Haha!

I don't know. It seems like guys prefer girls with heels. :P

Hahaha!

Or maybe guys prefer tall girls thats why they prefer them to wear heels!

What laaaaaaaa.

*Jokes*

x)

Friend

This is exactly what I'm feeling towards you now, my friend.

Smile

Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.

♥

Waaaaaaa!

Just came back from Tampin! :)

Gig was awesome!

The two angmoh bands that came damn fulamak handsome! :B

Ngek!

Hahaha!

Had a great time with the bestie!

None other than my KayKee!

Am really excited for tomorrow too!

Forgive & Forget gig!

:D

It's freeeeeeeeeee!

Datang ah!

Hehe!

So I'll see you there!

Do come and say hi to me!

Don't be shy. Haha!

I will be shy eventually when you come and say hi.

But don't be shyer than me.

:P

So goodnight!

♥