Fun it's all we want.

Had a blast with 5 of my college girls yesterday.

Boy, we had so much fun. :D
Bell and Rachio couldn't make it. Wish you girls were with us. Hehe

Was suppose to have English class at 9.30am.
As usual, woke up at 5.15am, get dress up and everything, left the house at 6.45am and was sent to the LRT station by my dad.
And then headed to college. Was almost falling asleep every single second in the train because I was having insufficient sleep for the past few weeks.
The most hours of sleep I had was 5hours. :S
Anyway, reached college around 8am plus.
Yes, the traveling time from my crib to college is around 1hour30mins plus. So tiring.
As usual, sat at Canteen2 to chill and was freaking bored. Thank God Jasmine came after half and hour. :D
So, after that, walked to our class venue 10mins before class starts.
Around half my classmates filled the room. It's already 9.30am and our English tutor wasn't here yet.
Then,we bising-ed in the class and suddenly my Rachio came in, shouted, "English class cancel la."
All of us were like, "HAR?! Sure anot wor..Who tell you wan?"
Rachio:"Hari told me. He said Encik Azleman is having high fever."

First think in my mind was if I knew class was cancel, I could have had more time for my beauty sleep, without having to wake up so blardy early in the morning. =.='
Anyway, I'm not hear to blame Encik Azleman. I know he wasn't feeling very well for the past few days. After hearing the news of many deaths due to the H1N1 disease, everyone is freaking out.

So, do take care of yourself and get well soon sir. :)

After that, headed to town with 5 of my college girls.
First destination, Pavilion.

Camwhored in the toilet. Big, huge mirrors are indeed a girl's best friend. ;D
(Oh yes, I love wearing this red shirt cz it's just so comfy.)

Then, had lunch.
Jasmine was telling us the Fried Kaew Tiao, Fried Carrot Cake and Fried Oyster cooked with egg selling in the food court taste super yummy.
We then ordered Fried Carrot Cake and Fried Oyster cooked with egg, shared among with each other.
And I tell you hor........it really taste damn yummy loh.
*Grins*

Was still hungry later on, then headed to Madam Kwan's.

Winnie is showing the art of pouring gula melaka.
LOL

And LeeTeng was so gorgeous yesterday. Hehe
And....guess what???
Madam Kwan was there!
Yes, the owner, founder of Madam Kwan, obviously.

At first I saw her, & was thinking...hmmmm..this old lady looks so familiar.
Then seeing her closed up, I saw her mole.
And ah! I knew it has to be her.
To confirm it, Winnie asked the waitress and yes, it's really her!
:D
We then tooked a picture with her. And boy, she's so so so so friendly.



After lunch, we were being crazy at the main entrance of Pavilion.
Haha.

My girls: Jia Yit, Xiao Jun, Lee Teng, Winnie & Jasmine






Later on, headed to Lowyat's Greenbox for a karaoke session.
As usual, we went crazy in the room.
Singing, screaming and laughing like nobody's business.
Hahaha.

So, that's about it.
Looking forward to more crazy moments with them.

<3

Smokin' HOT ♥

Am in love with this scene dude.
Boy, he sure is brutally hot.
:D

Hmmm...thought of having my earlobes stretch :)
Of course, definitely not as big as the hot dude above.
Around the size of a 5 cent coin or maybe 10 cent coin.
I know lots of people will not encourage me to this.
And I used to disagree on this.
But.....................
Am still going to give it a try.
:D
Don't worry.
It won't be stretch to the extreme.
Loves

<3

Lipstick, Compact, Blush brush, Don't touch!

Make up :D
I bet every single girl in this whole wide world loves to make up.
Basically, no make up, no life.
Well, that's for me la.
Haha.

Make up can do wonders for everyone, including guys.
It doesn't only make a person look prettier, but it also does help boost one's confidence and also to make them feel good about themselves.
So......below are a few pictures of me.

Before make up

After make up

See the difference???
Some barely recognize me on the street when I'm having NO make up on.
Haha :D
I know.
I look effing not pretty without make up on.
So, bare with it.
Hehe.

<3

Weevian photoshoot

Here are a few of my photoshoots.

Taken by Nicole. Hehe.

Erm, seriously, I kinda had a hard time posing because I don't know how to pose.
So malu.
Haha.
Thanx to Nicole again for teaching me how.
:D

<3

I found my rockstar.
Spongebob Rockerpants.
xD

UM's jamming session.

I enjoyed today's jamming session much :D
Took a number of photos during our jamming session.
Thanx to our awesome, hot photographer Nicole ♥
Pictures will be uploaded soon as I get them.
Anyway, here is one picture of us.
Taken from Joey's mobile phone.
He edited it too.
:)

Oh emm gee. I look really scary in this picture. I mean, all of us look scary.
But am lovin' it. *Grins*

And below is a video of us.
Be sure to watch.
xD
And it's my first time ever headbanging while playing.
Haha!
Damn syok giler to the max.

So, hope you will enjoy this video.
:)



<3

A huge thank you to everyone who has
been really supportive to our band.
Truly God has been blessing us amazingly.
:)

College BFF

Holla!

My blog is so boooorrriiing.
But still, the visit counts are still increasing.
Thank you much to those who dropped by.
:)

For the past seven weeks, I've been super duper extremely busy, fill with loads of coursework, assignments and presentations.
All these college shit really pissed me off.
Multiples of zits kept popping out on my face, even now.
So embarrassing loh!
Everyday go college ar, the face so many pimples. No confident go college to face people already.
xD

Anyway, despite of all this, I'm still always looking forward to go college everyday.
:D
Thank God for amazing college friends!
Without them, college life would be so so so miserable. Yes, so so so.

Introducing my awesomest girlfriends ♥

Rachel Lui, aka Miss Bubbly

This girl is krazeeee! Spending a minute with her, you'll definitely end up as crazy as her.
We've done lots of crazy stuff in college together, laughing our ass off with one another.
She's one hyper, fun, insane girl that you want to be with always. Love ya loads. :D

Kam Winnie, aka superb language teacher

She's another crazy friend of mine even since secondary school.
And she definitely teaches good language pronunciation.
From Starkbucks to Starbuuks.
From sampat to sampet.
Haha
And her laughter makes me happy :D

Lee Teng aka Mrs C

This friend of mine lagi krazee :D
She said she secretly has a crush on me since we're 8 years old.
LOL
This girl likes to laugh. When she laughs, you'll laugh too.
Her laughter is just so cute.
:D

My babes. You'll always see 3 of us together in college. :)

Belinda Teh aka Cutest girl ever (The girl on the right)
This girl is just too cute :D
And she is like the sweetest girl in our class.
Me likey chatting with her.
Cz she is just so funny xD

It will be a lot crazier when Rachel is with us.
Love you two to bits!

Jasmine aka Miss ET (sorry Jas xD)

This girl really can talk & so so funny too! :D
And its definitely not boring when she's around.
Hehe.
And we're staying at the same area.
How cool is that?
*wink*

Not only the girls, my guy friends too.

Jun Yi aka Loong Ker the kind hearted one

Koo Teng Fung aka My music brother (The one wearing specs)
This two guys really really really can make you laugh till you have to go to the toilet like never before.
Hahaha!

Basically, all of them are the reasons why I always look forward to college.
If it wasn't for them, I couldn't be bother at all.
:)

You guys definitely rock my college world.
BFF ♥

<3

Veedeeoooo

Enjoy.
:)
Hope I actually did played well that day.
Haha.

Credits to Vern for the first video.
And Scott for the 2nd video.
THANK YOU!

Was amazed by the crowd.
They actually hardcore danced to our song.
:D

Overall, this was my favorite gig so far.
More awesome gigs to come.

<3

Vivian Ng wants you to know.

Vivian Ng Huei Jing is still the same Vivian Ng Huei Jing.

Though I may look different from the outside than before....
But I'm still me in the inside.

I used to look like this:
(Beware of the horrible looks.)

Me and my bestie, Wei Ling

Winnie, Kah Mun, Wei Ling & the pathetic Me.

Me and Samuel Thye (Shit! I look damn horrible. It took me lots of guts to upload this.)
No wonder I'm so depressed during those days...

Okay..okay...Enough of the HORROR.

Lets move to the latest of yours truly.

Me and bestie Wei Ling

Rachel cupcakes and Me.

Hmmm....Though I know I still don't look good but at least I look better than before la. Haha.

Okay. I will go straight to the point of the reason of posting this post.

As you can see my old pictures above, I was indeed having the looks of a nerdy girl.
Basically, the type of girl who looks like a geek, a freak...
Looking like a dumb, timid, useless, good girly girl la.
And I was also the quiet one, as all of you know.
:)
And because of this looks, I'd been put down many times.
Words that people describe me had hurt me much.
Words they said to me hurt me the most.
Of cz I won't mention who.
The feeling its like a sword piercing my heart.
No joke.
It affected me a lot even till this very day.
=.='

Yes, I did try my very best to forget all the hurting words I received.
But there are still scars that is seriously hard for me to erase.
I've been call useless and timid because of being too quiet and not being brave enough.
'You can meh? Your size like that?'
'You sure you can anot?You so quiet. All you can do is smile only.'
'Aiya! See your face also know you cannot la...'
That's a few example of hurtful words that can't be erase. Thank you.

I know I'm still me in the inside, and definitely I can't be somebody else I am NOT.
I'm still going to be who I am.
I know I'm still quiet, shy and timid.
I'm really trying hard to not be like this but I just feel so tired.
It's just so tiring..........

Anyway, since I can't change who I am, I try to change my outer appearance.
So yeah. By just seeing the pictures above. Tada! :D
LOL

One thing, I chose rock as my fashion style mainly because I love it.
With the black and thick eyeliner and piercings.
And not only that, by having a rocker look, the first thing people will see you is a person who is brave and confident.
That's what I want people to see me.
Btw, me having piercing is the way I would like to express myself.
I pierced because I want to show you that I can. I'm brave.
I'm not timid.
I know it's stupid but I can't help it.
I don't want everyone to see me as a timid person.
So, yeah.

Some of the people thought I have change to be a very rebellious girl.
A girl who don't care about her studies.
A girl who do naughty things.
A girl who behave terribly at home & outside.
All because of the piercings I have, they think I become like this.
*Slaps forehead*
I'm still me la ok.
I didn't change la.
Please...please....it's so obvious that you people are judging someone by his/her looks.
My brother also kena, just because of his hair.
=.='
*sigh*

Life can be so depressing because of what people think about you.
All they can give is negative comments about you.
People like them only know how to see the weak side of you.
How depressing and hurtful is that right??
I know I'm not the only one going through this.
Maybe you are too.
Sometimes I just feel like not living in this world.

But I'm still here because of JESUS.
I would not be here if I don't have HIM.
I can go through all this tough roads is all because of HIM.
Only HE accepts me for who I am.
Without HIM giving me the strength, without HIM rescuing me, I won't be here now.

So, I'll stop here.
Hope I will have a great day everyday.

<3

Weevian has black hair

I colored my hair black.
:)
Finally.
The results aren't that good but at least is black now.
No more dry, yellowish, rotten lion hair.
Haha.

Before

After

So what do you think?

And credits to my daddy.
Thank you dad!

<3

Am still busy.

Hey. :)
I'm basically still in the midst of assignments and coursework.
It seems like its never ending.
Can really die soon.
I barely have the time to blog too.
I don't think its possible for me to post a full blog post of my happenings.
So, probably just update a short one too keep this blog going.

Last Saturday, I was out for the whole day.
In the morning, I attended my brother's convocation and am seriously proud of him. Hehe.

Audrey and Daniel were there too.

And it was Just Scream Vol. 3 gig too, at MCPA.
Has a great time, like seriously.
:D
Met a new friend, her name is BB.
She's really cool. (:

Overall, the gig was amazing! I'm looking forward to more. *Grins*

I think I'll stop here. Gotta get my ass back to study Basic Taxation for tomorrow's coursework.
This subject is a killer.

So, adios.
God bless and have a great week ahead.
*Cheers*

<3

I'm going krazeeeee.

Hello people :)

Just a quick update.
Yesterday Tribute to MY*MC gig was superb!

I enjoyed myself much playing, as well as watching other bands played.
And all the bands who played were awesome.
I salute them all. :D

Just a quick reminder too...
Just Scream Vol. 3 gig is gonna be held this Saturday at MCPA hall.
Totally can't wait.
It's gonna be huge. So, wish Unexpected Mercy all the best. Hehe.

And oh! This week and next week it's gonna be a hectic week for me.
*sigh*
Wish me all the best. Hopefully I can cope with everything.

Lastly, to my best girl friend.
TANG WEI LING
Love ya!

<3

Your ♥ so amazing

It's amazing to have You.
It's amazing to be love by You.
It's amazing that You're always by my side.
It's amazing that You will never ever let me go.
It's amazing that You call me Your princess.
It's amazing that You call me friend.
It's amazing that You love me for who I am.

It's so amazing to know You, the Savior of my Soul, JESUS CHRIST.

You're my everything in this whole wide world.

I ♥ YOU.

<3

Gigs! :)

Hello people. :)

Thousand apologies for being a boring, pathetic blogger.

I'm gonna update about Unexpected Mercy's upcoming gigs for this month, JULY.

We will be having 2 gigs, which is:
*Click to enlarge*

MY*MC Tribute
12th July
#To be confirm#

Just Scream vol. 3
18th July

Do come if you can make it.
Once again, hoping to see some familiar faces there.
Hehe.

♥ Anyway, a lil update about yours truly. :)
I'm doing okay lately though am still stuck with college stuff.
Trying hard to cope with everything.
Basically, looking forward for greater things each day.
Trying hard to achieve something that I've been longing for after so many years.
I have gone through lots of obstacles, heartbrokenness and failures.
Hopefully I will succeed this time.
:)

To end this post, a picture of me & my dai kor and dai ka cheh.

Ian, mybrother & I

Audrey, my dai ka cheh & I
I've always look up to you as my dai ka cheh though you're not my real older sis.
:D

So, adios.
God bless.
<3

Eating a book

Hey ppl.

I'm still in the midst of tons of assignments, presentation, tutorials & coursework.
=.='

:D

I just realize I've never post up videos of Unexpected Mercy's gigs.
Well, here is one.
This gig was held at D'Studio few months ago.
The video is kinda blur & you can't really see me.
Haha.
Anyway, enjoy the video.

<3

Dear Wei Ling,
Wait for one more week.
We shall see each other soon!
Love ya!
♥

MY*MC Fest 2009 is postponed!

Dear Unexpected Mercy fellow supporters,

MY*MC Fest 2009 is postponed!

there is a change for MY*MC Fest 2009.
Change of date and venue.
Will keep you all updated!!!
:)

And these are what I'd been doing lately.

<3

Don't miss me

Aloha! :)

Okay, once again. My blog will be on a hiatus.
A serious one! Maybe for a month or two. Not sure.

*Please don't miss this petite bitch. xD*

Damn busy with tons of tutorials, presentations, coursework, assignments & gigs.
='(
But I will be only updating Unexpected Mercy's upcoming gigs so you can come see us.
=B

Anyway, hopefully I can cope with this semester.
I really need God's strength to put me through my studies.
I can't do this alone.
This semester is super duper hyper extremely tough!
Serious shit I tell you...
*sigh*

So, lastly, just to update you all once more.

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE 2009

21th June (This coming Sunday)
6pm till end.
@ Telawi Street Bistro Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur
FREE!


MY*MC FEST 2009

27th June
1pm till end.
@ Breax Music Center, Sri Rampai
Presale = RM20 & DOOR = RM25

If you're free on any of this day, do come and watch us.
Hoping to see lots of familiar faces. :)

Come see our face. Haha.

So, I think I'll stop here.
God bless and have a great month ahead.

Loves <3

My heart bleeds no more.

Daddy bought a new mirror for me, in my room!!

Finally......
Thank you daddy!

A mirror is a girl's best friend, am I right? Haha.
(:

And, I'm restore.
I'm doing okay.
I'm feeling better.
My heart stopped aching after a week of inner disaster.
I'm happy.
I'm so bless.

To my awesome friends,
*you know who you are. :) *
Thank you so much for your support & encouragement.
All I want to say is that I'm truly bless by you.
You all are a gift from God to me.
Love you loads!

And to my beloved mom,
So sorry for giving you so much worries for the past few days.
I'm doing well already. I'm back.
Vivian Ng is back.
I'm full of live again. ( That's the meaning of my name 'Vivian'.)
Thank you for all your prayers & also for being an amazing, loving mom.
Love you!
xD

And most of all, my Heavenly Father, my Jesus.
I love Him more than anything else in this world.
Without Him, I am nothing.
With Him, I'm someone special.
Your LOVE has given me the strength to keep going on this tough road.
I LOVE YOU!
♥

<3

When our hope is hard to find
And our faith is in decline
We need a cause to
stand behind - LOVE
We all want the way it feels
Time it comes and time it steals
What remains, what is real -LOVE

My heart bleeds.

:D
Cute scene boy below.
Me likey!
♥ ♥ ♥

I've been struggling much lately.
Mainly struggling with the weak side of me.
*sigh*
And also struggling with college.
So much to do, so little time.

And I'm getting fat.
Pringles & Jacker for the past 5 days!!!
Can die I tell you.
Gotta start working out again.

And I'm grateful and thankful that all of you have so much confidence in me.
You know who you are. :)
But sadly, I don't have much confidence in myself.
So sorry.........................

<3

By all accounts, I'm a disaster.
I only hope to be secure in YOUR arms forever.