Big Empty

July is coming soon and this means that half of the year is about to end soon.

I'm feeling kinda excited about what's going to happen for the next 6 months.

Hoping for the best. :)

The bestie and I! ♥

I'm getting bored with my hair.

Thought of coloring it.

Which color should I go for?

Mom will be mad at me if I were to have my hair colored with any of the colors above.

Haha! x)

Starting my classes next Monday.

Pretty much exited for it but feeling really nervous about it at the same time.

Guess I'll be kinda lonely for the few weeks of classes.

Haha!

Hope I'll be able to meet new awesome friends there.

:)

Ok. Thats it. For now.

I've been listening to The Crimson Armada's new album "Conviction" everyday since it came out.

I totally love it! :B

So here's one of my fave song from them, "Forgive Me".

♥

The day.

I'm waiting for the day to come.

The day where I'll become who I always wanted to be.

The day where I'll be able to do the things I've always wanted to do.

The day where I'll be able to speak and don't hold back.

And the day where I'll be able to eat krabby patty for the very first time!

Haha!

I'm bored. :B

♥

Into Pieces

Something got me standing on the edge.

I'm almost falling.

The worst part is, I want to fall.

I'm not happy.

I want to be happy.

But nothing seems to be making me happy.

I fall so hard, I fade so fast.

I got up, and I ended up falling again, even harder.

My knees hurt.

But my heart hurts even more than anyone could ever imagine.

Heading towards emptiness.

Heading towards weakness.

Asking why.

Asking why again.

Asking why until I'm lost for words.

I'm trying to be tough.

But I'm just not strong enough.

Will I ever get out of this?

Kiss The Fallen

Kiss The Fallen

One of my fave bands! :D

And my fave member. Sarah! :D

She's awesome!

This band has the yummiest and most delicious breakdowns.

They are amazing live and never fails to make the crowd happy. :)

Their music is superb and you'll definitely enjoy every single bit of it.

Trust me! :)

Check out their official music video!

Kiss The Fallen - Hi Sweetie, Nice To Eat You

And one of my fave songs from them!

Your Grandma Is Black

"Like" them at Facebook! :D

Click on their band name below.

Kiss The Fallen

Jom support!

♥

Karma

I've found another way to make my face look slimmer.

By smiling like this.

Hahaha!

And I'm trying to act cute. Trying......

Spot that zit? Zits I mean. LOL!

D:

My gosh. I'm feeling so cranky and I don't know why. D:

And I found out I love putting this emoticon.

D:

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You seeeee!

Anyhoo, I'm so into this song lately.

Watch it so many times.

:D

Parkway Drive - KARMA

It's so awesome that I can fly to the sky!

♥

The Round Face

Spongebob! :B

Shooooo adorable!

My bro and my mom tend to get really annoyed with me when I take pictures with my mouth like this.

They have to understand that people with round face like me have to do this in order to make our face looks slimmer!

Round face equals looking really chubby eventhough you're skinny.

And no, I'm not skinny.

And this!

I know my lip looks ugly. D:

Haha! But look at my face! Slim. Non-round.

Ah! :D

And this again!

FYI, my lip isn't that small. Haha!

And I look sleepy in this picture. FARNEY!

Look at me face! :D

It looks a lil round though. I called it the round-but-slim-face.

:B

Lastly. The round-but-slim-face, again.

Loving the color lens! :)

People called me a doll when they see this picture. LMFAO!

You should see me with my naked face.

I am actually just that typical mata sepet chinese girl that looks far beyond nerdy who doesn't live in the pineapple under the sea.

That's me.

Vivian Ng Huei Jing. 吴慧晶。

Sorry. No picture of my naked face. HAHAHAHA!

I have it at my older posts.

Go find yourself la. :P

Don't be frightened.

♥

Why you so serious?

Sorry once again for my previous post.

I don't know what has gotten into me, writing this kinda stuff. I'm not like this, you see.

It's like I have a split personality or something.

Like there's another side of me, some weird side of me. D:

Hahahaha. :P

For the past 6 months, I've gone through a lot.

Facing failures more than success.

Big failures that I thought my life would never be the same again.

Thought that it's going to be the end of the world.

Failing in things that are really important to me.

But I believe greater things are coming my way now.

They are not here yet, but they are coming soon.

Soon, I know it. :)

Thanking God so much for going through this with me.

I believe all these happens for a reason.

All these had made me stronger. :)

If not, I'll still be caught up in my timid world. Haha!

Ah, finally. Writing something serious. :P

Oh well, that's all. For now.

An old picture of me and the girls.

I'm the shortest.

HAHA!

And I'm happy with it. :P

♥

Pooot!

Sorry for the previous post. It's really lame, I know.

I thought it would be funny but it's not.

Hahahaha!

Oh well, it's Friday.

Times flies so fast and I realize I haven't berak for 3 days!

Ohmygawd. :O

Last week was even worst. I never berak for 5 days! D:

I always wonder why this constipation problem have to happen to me once in every 6 months. D:

Okay, enough of talking shit.

Guess it's time to head out and do some serious business.

Not just the toilet business, but other business such as preparing for some stuff.

Some serious stuff.

Hehe!

Adios!

Hot body

I want my body to be as hot as hers!

Look at em' abs!

It's time to go on a serious diet and start working out!

Alright Vivian.

You gotta work hard and achieve this super hot body.

You're gonna do it!

You can do it!

And you MUST do it!!!!!

Oh! Where did I put my packet of char kuey teow I bought for supper?

Sighh

I really need a shoulder to cry on. :(

*Bedding on own shoulder*

UM Gig moments.

Let's Get It On #2

Urgh! Look at my fringe! D:

So annoying! Can't they all stay together in one place?! *Mumble jumbling*

Forgive and Forget

Look at the crowd! :D

So amazings!

I saw Bob Vizard's head! :P The tallest guy I've met!

And he's an amazing photographer!

Check out his blog : http://ezwanmunir.wordpress.com/

Darren from An Honest Mistake session for us that day because Joey couldn't make it. :)

Thanx a million Darren dai gor!

Btw, awesome face expression. Haha! xD

Mmm. Lovin' this picture!

Credits to Kay Kee for the awesome pictures for this two shows! :) ♥

The Awakening: Ballad For Layla's EP launch

Credits to Carmen for the lovely pictures! :) ♥

This was one of the most fun gigs that I've been too! :D

Seeing all the bands having so much fun in the moshpit during Ballad For Layla's set.

I can't stop laughing and yet feeling so happy at the same time!

They are such awesome people I must say! ♥

Check out one of Ballad For Layla's track from their EP called Trudy Trueblood

I'm telling you. You're gonna love it!

:D

Check out their Facebook page, Ballad For Layla.

(Click on the name)

Go and 'like' them!

♥

The girls

With the girls at Babyla's 21st birthday dinner.

Babyla is the second girl from the right. :)

More updates to come.

:P

♥

Malacca trip!

Headed down to Malacca with the family on Tuesday. :)

The last time I went to Malacca was during my primary school years, when I was just 8.

Yes, loooooong time ago.

I don't remember which part of Malacca I'd been too. Haha!

Mom was like,"WHAT?! You seriously really don't remember? Mou gau chor arrr!"

Heh! :B

And I got to ate my favourite Chicken Rice Ball!

Damn yummy to the max.

I ate so many balls, erhem, Chicken Rice Balls and I still wanna eat em' now!

Gosh, can't believe I'm craving for em' at this very moment.

D:

Sorry. I MUST camwhore.

Sorry again. My mom and I MUST camwhore together too. :B

Momma and daddy! ♥

Went to have some Durian Cendol at Lio Qian Ice Cafe.

And some durian dumplings!

Yumm yumm!

Bro.

Then our tummy started to growl.

We all know that it is time to have our Chicken Rice Ball!

Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

Lining up!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

After such satisfying lunch, we went for a walk!

So colorful! :D

LOL! What The Foot!

I love this picture. The girl is really beautiful. :)

:D

Posers! Haha.

Brother and I.

Look what I'd found! :D

Becaman's trishaw!

Hahahaha!

The end! :P

♥

Nerds. And I'm sorry.

I love Nerds.

They are so yummy!

:)

Not em' boys!

But CANDIES!

♥

:D

I think there's a really huge misunderstanding between me and some people.

No, I'm not stuck up.

I'm just shy.

So shy that I could eat myself up and disappear.

Thousand apologies.

Please forgive me.

:/

Daarchlea

Don't have anything to do?

Listen to this!

Dher Phalse Mesaya by Daarchlea

And you're gonna love it! Trust me.

:D

One of the best metal bands in Malaysia. ♥

They are magnificently goood!

Check more of em' out at:

Facebook - Daarchlea

www.myspace.com/daarchlea

:)

Lil Vivi ♥

Me when I was a toddler. :B

Cute anot?

Haha!

My brother and I during my 2nd birthday.

Look at him. Trying to act cheeky and all.

Pfffffffttttt.

But too bad la. How cheeky he act also not cute enough.

I'm much more cuter!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

♥