My oh My

Blow wind blow! :)

LOL!

And my hair looks really dry here.

Well, it is really dry.

D:

But I love this picture tho.

Ahahaha.

Anyhoo....

Midterms are coming!

And no joke! The papers I'm sitting are all 3hours test! All together 5 questions!

And the test format is exactly same as the actual ACCA exam format. D:

I really need God's grace to pull me through this again. All over again.

I'd failed twice for these two papers previously in TARC and I can't afford to fail them once again. :(

Oh precious Jesus, I need You, and You only. :'( ♥

Partofme

My beloved sisters ♥

Wei Ling and Winnie

Been through many amazing times with them! :)

Value this friendship much and it's a blessing!

You know I love you girls. Forever and always.

:)

♥

Oh oh oh oh oh.

I want to be the last one you love ♥

The more I talk, the less you hear

Eat. Sleep. Study. Sleep. Eat. Study. Sleep. Eat. Study. More sleep.

Yes, you can see I don't have any social life. None at all. :(

I'm seriously dying of boredom.

Dying of boredom not because I've got nothing to do though.

Parents have been really strict lately.

They pretty much don't let me go out with my friends.

And I have no idea why. D:

Guess what? I only have 2 classmates in UCSI. :)

Haha. It's pretty awesome tho because we can concentrate more in class and the lecturers pays more attention to us.

My Kai Ma and I ♥

Bangs. And they are really uneven. D:

Oh! Exams coming in two weeks time.

Nervous.

And I haven't study a single thing!

I'm such a lazy bump.

And I hate myself for that. :(

Anyhoo, off to bed!

♥

Through Struggle

Been busy dealing with my emotions lately.

Every little thing seems to piss me off.

Been crying myself to sleep every night.

Every little thing seems to break my heart.

What is going on?

Never felt so depress in my life.

Struggling to stand up after going through many falls.

:(

Oh well.

Hoping all these will end soon.

Pretty please?

To end this post, here's a picture of Mom and I ♥

All I need is You, Lord.

She's Babyla.

Hey hey everyone! :)

I can't believe I'm still awake at this very hour.

I should be sleeping.

But I just can't.

My mind is so active right now! But I'm physically tired though. Heh!

Meet me buddy! :B LOL.

Meet my Babyla too!

My BFF! ♥

Her real name is Rachel Lui. :D

We called each other Babyla. Long story to tell out why we called each other like that. Haha!

Celebrated her 21st birthday at delicious, Mid Valley on the 8th June! :)

Its a month ago. Sorry for the late update. Heh.

Photos up!

Rach with her highschool buddies! :)

Lee Mei and Moses.

Daphne and Babyla!

Ee Yun and Babyla!

Daphne and her boyfie. :)

Lee Mei and I

Moses and I

Babyla and I again :)

Daphne and I

With Daphne and Ee Yun. :) Miss you girls! ♥

With Babyla and Lee Mei. :)

Group pictures with the girls! ♥

Sharks! Why am I sitting in the middle? Stupid me. D:

Anyhoo..

Babyla and I again! :)

Hehe.

ILY! ♥

Girlsdayout

Ups and downs.

Guess thats life for everyone of us.

Anyhoo...

It was an awesome day with the girls last Thursday!

Winnie, Rachel, Belinda and Jasmine. ♥

Had our usual hangout moments. The stuff we girls always love to do. :)

Karaoke at Greenbox, Sungai Wang!

Whoops, no pictures taken. Except at the toilet. :B

Jas, Winnie, Belinda, Rachel and me!

Yes, I'm a shorty and I know you like me. :B

Hahaha!

Then we headed to do some shopping. :)

After shopping, Chatime of course! Haha.

Did a huge load of chatting and gossips.

And not forgetting taking pictures.

:)

Yours truly with her Japanese Matcha Red Bean Smoothie ♥

Bell and Winnie

Jas, Rachel and Winnie

Rach and I :B

Jas, Bell and Winnie

Winnie and mua! x)

Me with the zebras! :P

Bell and I. I just love her eyes! :D They are glowing!

Jas and I :)

:P

Us ♥

:)

♥

Sick jor.

I haven't been updating my blog for a week.

The reason is because yours truly had fallen really ill.

I'm still in the midst of recovering but feeling a lot better than before. :)

To be honest, I never fell so freaking ill in my life.

Went to the doctor, took the medication he gave, but still no improvement at all.

I'm actually really scared because I was having high fever almost everyday.

And I was shivering mad everytime.

My whole throat is in flames.

Huge pus and white spots spreading on my tonsils. I'm telling you, this hurts like hell. :'(

My headache was so terrible that when I sleep, I dream that I was living in a Sucker Punch world. LOL. Serious. I can fight! I can do stunts that I can't do in real life. LOL.

My brother laughed drastically at me when I told him about it. Sucker la he. Haha.

Went out with my girlfriends on Thursday.

I'm actually not allow to.

But I can't take it. I miss em' so much that I just have to go. ♥

Thank God I was feeling okay when I'm out with them. It was my most enjoyable day with the girls.

:D

But, it was a nightmare when I came home the very first minute.

D:

It was like I was being attack, my high fever came back, I started puking.

I'm scared to go to the doctor for the second time.

I have this thoughts that if I go, he'll probably take a blood test and ask me to be hospitalize or something.

And I'm afraid of the results of my blood test if I were to go for the test.

Takut I will kena some weird, dangerous kind of disease or something. *Touch wood* LOL.

But thank God, I'm okay now and I'm recovering. :) ♥

And I lost 2kg. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

And thank God for blessing me with wonderful parents. :)

They've been so busy taking care of me for the past whole week.

Thank you and love you so much papa and mama! ♥

And not forgetting grandpa too. Hehe!

So, that's all for now la.

:)

Have a great week ahead.

God bless.

♥

Big Empty

July is coming soon and this means that half of the year is about to end soon.

I'm feeling kinda excited about what's going to happen for the next 6 months.

Hoping for the best. :)

The bestie and I! ♥

I'm getting bored with my hair.

Thought of coloring it.

Which color should I go for?

Mom will be mad at me if I were to have my hair colored with any of the colors above.

Haha! x)

Starting my classes next Monday.

Pretty much exited for it but feeling really nervous about it at the same time.

Guess I'll be kinda lonely for the few weeks of classes.

Haha!

Hope I'll be able to meet new awesome friends there.

:)

Ok. Thats it. For now.

I've been listening to The Crimson Armada's new album "Conviction" everyday since it came out.

I totally love it! :B

So here's one of my fave song from them, "Forgive Me".

♥

The day.

I'm waiting for the day to come.

The day where I'll become who I always wanted to be.

The day where I'll be able to do the things I've always wanted to do.

The day where I'll be able to speak and don't hold back.

And the day where I'll be able to eat krabby patty for the very first time!

Haha!

I'm bored. :B

♥

Into Pieces

Something got me standing on the edge.

I'm almost falling.

The worst part is, I want to fall.

I'm not happy.

I want to be happy.

But nothing seems to be making me happy.

I fall so hard, I fade so fast.

I got up, and I ended up falling again, even harder.

My knees hurt.

But my heart hurts even more than anyone could ever imagine.

Heading towards emptiness.

Heading towards weakness.

Asking why.

Asking why again.

Asking why until I'm lost for words.

I'm trying to be tough.

But I'm just not strong enough.

Will I ever get out of this?

Kiss The Fallen

Kiss The Fallen

One of my fave bands! :D

And my fave member. Sarah! :D

She's awesome!

This band has the yummiest and most delicious breakdowns.

They are amazing live and never fails to make the crowd happy. :)

Their music is superb and you'll definitely enjoy every single bit of it.

Trust me! :)

Check out their official music video!

Kiss The Fallen - Hi Sweetie, Nice To Eat You

And one of my fave songs from them!

Your Grandma Is Black

"Like" them at Facebook! :D

Click on their band name below.

Kiss The Fallen

Jom support!

♥

Karma

I've found another way to make my face look slimmer.

By smiling like this.

Hahaha!

And I'm trying to act cute. Trying......

Spot that zit? Zits I mean. LOL!

D:

My gosh. I'm feeling so cranky and I don't know why. D:

And I found out I love putting this emoticon.

D:

D:

D:

D:

You seeeee!

Anyhoo, I'm so into this song lately.

Watch it so many times.

:D

Parkway Drive - KARMA

It's so awesome that I can fly to the sky!

♥

The Round Face

Spongebob! :B

Shooooo adorable!

My bro and my mom tend to get really annoyed with me when I take pictures with my mouth like this.

They have to understand that people with round face like me have to do this in order to make our face looks slimmer!

Round face equals looking really chubby eventhough you're skinny.

And no, I'm not skinny.

And this!

I know my lip looks ugly. D:

Haha! But look at my face! Slim. Non-round.

Ah! :D

And this again!

FYI, my lip isn't that small. Haha!

And I look sleepy in this picture. FARNEY!

Look at me face! :D

It looks a lil round though. I called it the round-but-slim-face.

:B

Lastly. The round-but-slim-face, again.

Loving the color lens! :)

People called me a doll when they see this picture. LMFAO!

You should see me with my naked face.

I am actually just that typical mata sepet chinese girl that looks far beyond nerdy who doesn't live in the pineapple under the sea.

That's me.

Vivian Ng Huei Jing. 吴慧晶。

Sorry. No picture of my naked face. HAHAHAHA!

I have it at my older posts.

Go find yourself la. :P

Don't be frightened.

♥